Taking a deep breath, I saw her smiling face and decided to tell her about my qualifications. If she's able to help, it would be beneficial; if she's not, then it's not harmful.

Despite the hurtful incident caused by my parents, my heart is unable to lose faith in people around me. I can't even get angry with my parents; they are fine without me. So leaving them behind seems to be a good and reasonable thing to do.